I am looking forward to the next few months because I have no idea what it will bring. But for some reason, I am actually enjoying the feeling of uncertainty. Of being suspended in a space where I cannot see things too clearly ahead, but I am happy none the less. Of floating around and not having to worry too much. Whichever way the fork in the road leads me now, is fine with me. I think change is necessary once in a while. At least for me. I enjoy it. I thrive on it. In dealing with new situations. New challenges. Unknown quantities. Unfamiliar faces. Challenges for the mind, body and soul. I think the turning point was April 2003, after I came back to Mumbai after a one month trip to South India and Guwahati. That was when things started looking up. A phone call, the day after I came back. And I could finally see a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. And for all friends, colleagues and family …